This week has been one of change. The girls are back into the routine of school and we have been waking early to dark misty mornings. Many countries changed the hour last weekend, but in Chile we will keep “summer time” for over a month more. We may be in summer “time”, but the season has definitely changed. In one week the weather went from summer to winter. (Well, not exactly winter, autumn, but without the wind and falling leaves.)
And if dark morning were not enough to change my mood my mom went back to the Northern Hemisphere. It was hard saying goodbye. We have done it so many times, with oceans so often between us, you would think it would get easier.
It may even get harder.
Her leaving hurt, for both of us. As time passes we understand the importance of family, and with the loss of both of my grandmothers in the past two years we feel it even more.
When I picked up my oldest daughter from school this week, I saw her come out with her friends laughing, and I remembered when I was 15 and my mom would wait for me. Now, here I am in her place, watching my little girl slowly turn into a woman, knowing she will one day be in my place, watching her children.
There are moments when we just want time to stop for a while. Like at school pick up, at airports or summer vacations, or Christmas fun. That is why I left our Christmas tree up for almost four months, (was it really so long?) Today I slowly took it down, and packed it away in it’s big cardboard box. I held onto Christmas for as long as possible, but now it is time to move forward.
Also, I didn’t want to break our childhood record of a Christmas tree still being up on my brother’s birthday, this weekend!
So Christmas tree packed, goodbyes said, tears all spent, and time to get working!